letting go~

it's hard...

it hurts...

stab so deep

='(

down to the bottom

couldn't say it doesn't mean anything anymore,

coz the 'anything' is 'everything'...

everything that has make me hold on to...

but now, all is smashed to pieces

hopes, memories, laughters...

all gone~

i can't be selfish i know...

changing you is never the best way

so i can't deny the truth anymore...

i'm going to face the fact

strong and hard

i'm not gonna turn out weak

i've wasted enough~

there's no more the so-called 'worth-it'

you may have leave bruises and wounds on me

but i will find my way

to heal these bruises and wounds...

i don't wanna leave a scar or any~

any that will remind me how much i've been hurt...

somehow...now...

i feeled much more freedom...
much more happiness
much more colours

it has been hard to smile without you around

but now...i got other ways

that will help me smile even laugh out louder than i use to be
time not gonna stop just because of you, 
so do i...
like everyone telling me,
i should not waste in on you anymore
i deserve better than these pains...
you may have been the best i ever had...
but that's the past...
for the future, 
i think not anymore...
without you,
i could still be a better person,
without you,
i have no more boundaries,
without you,
i don't have to worry on about every single thing,
coz without you now,
i can do anything i want,
anything i like,
anything...with no worries of hurting you~


yes...you may have chosen your choice...
i can't pretend no and i must accept it,
i can't imagine if i'm being hurt again...
i know i can't take it anymore...
so now i'm gonna let you go,
to save myself from you...
your hurting...
we may not have the chance as a perfect couple,
but i hope we could make it back as friend...
as we used to be...
your choice, the girl...
treat her well...don't waste it...
since she's the one you have been with before,
you're lucky to have her back...
go ahead...have good times,
i don't want to stand there blocking your path...
not wasting my tears and times...
that's the best of both world, 
for me and you...