letting go~

it's hard...

it hurts...

stab so deep

='(

down to the bottom

couldn't say it doesn't mean anything anymore,

coz the 'anything' is 'everything'...

everything that has make me hold on to...

but now, all is smashed to pieces

hopes, memories, laughters...

all gone~

i can't be selfish i know...

changing you is never the best way

so i can't deny the truth anymore...

i'm going to face the fact

strong and hard

i'm not gonna turn out weak

i've wasted enough~

there's no more the so-called 'worth-it'

you may have leave bruises and wounds on me

but i will find my way

to heal these bruises and wounds...

i don't wanna leave a scar or any~

any that will remind me how much i've been hurt...

somehow...now...

i feeled much more freedom...
much more happiness
much more colours

it has been hard to smile without you around

but now...i got other ways

that will help me smile even laugh out louder than i use to be
time not gonna stop just because of you, 
so do i...
like everyone telling me,
i should not waste in on you anymore
i deserve better than these pains...
you may have been the best i ever had...
but that's the past...
for the future, 
i think not anymore...
without you,
i could still be a better person,
without you,
i have no more boundaries,
without you,
i don't have to worry on about every single thing,
coz without you now,
i can do anything i want,
anything i like,
anything...with no worries of hurting you~


yes...you may have chosen your choice...
i can't pretend no and i must accept it,
i can't imagine if i'm being hurt again...
i know i can't take it anymore...
so now i'm gonna let you go,
to save myself from you...
your hurting...
we may not have the chance as a perfect couple,
but i hope we could make it back as friend...
as we used to be...
your choice, the girl...
treat her well...don't waste it...
since she's the one you have been with before,
you're lucky to have her back...
go ahead...have good times,
i don't want to stand there blocking your path...
not wasting my tears and times...
that's the best of both world, 
for me and you...

most enjoying n tiring day~ huhuhu

olalalalalaa~

finally gathered with frenz...

also celebrated my lil' sis birthday

the happiest i had for my holiday

hehehehe XP

after all 

i missed celebrating my family members birthday

but luckily i had chance to celebrate with my lil' sis

^^

gathering with my buddies

that's always what i'm waiting for...

again meeting up

1st thing we do...

blow water to each other again

hahaha~

most of us changed too >w<

ejia~still like to help me 'massage' [hohohoho]

wah jie~so cool jor...i ned to be better oso

honloon~skeleton...log...kayu...haish...no other word describe

wenhao~ok...handsome a bit lor...hehehe

sookyeum~wei...fat jor lor...so enjoy in uum meh

sheatleng~wah...so sunshine girl ad har...but still try get fatter

siawei~still same...but oso like sookyeum...face more round ad...

qynn~yer...you more cute ad lor...i jealous you leh...

hahahahahahahahah

hahahhahahahahhahahahahaha

and my dear jeean and chu...

saw you guys...like seeing my happy pie

but too bad...jeean you brought your girlfriend

so i can't bully you to the most...

hurm, nevermind i wait again...

you gonna pay for it...

and chu...next time we 'fire' jeean kaw-kaw~

don't think he can use the girlfriend to hide

kikikiki....

hurm...but time is always there

envy the great moments we are having...

fly by so fast

yer...i hate you time...

but still though its just a short period

i do have a great time

all that i've been waiting for

since our last meeting in september

ok...so now...again...waiting

for our next gathering...

hohohohhhooooo~

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boring days~

it has been 2 weeks working now...

i still got stuck dunno what to do

all i know is just work work and work >.<

i felt a lil' regret working with my friend now

the salary seems so small amount

if i waited for 2 more days...i sure go for the better choice

don't need to work for such long hours

also can get much more salary than i could now

but its too late to regret

i know

i talking nonsense here...

aarghh...

please...when will it be 15dec?

i want to meet up with my friends...our gathering

i wanna celebrate my sis birthday on the same day too

15dec...will you come faster...

huhuhuhu...and 17dec?

will you too please walk faster towards me...

i miss you so much...

i'm so bored without you filling my days

could you come back faster... >w<

time...time...time...time

show me your power

la~la~la~la

kachinggg....

what the heck i'm doing here???

=.="

aargh...i'm going crazy already i gues...

i wanna say many more...

but i don't remember for now

huh!!! i'm so not in me now...

my soul flies to...i dunno where...

help..help...someone please help me

my so-called holiday...

i'm back home!!!

sounds good harh...finally come home

but the days i have enjoying at home,

i could count with my fingers...

only 4 total day

where i can lay back and relax

watch tv, online, eat and sleep as i like

my pocket...burnt, empty...

so i'm out working
and i've already work so hard for a week now

today...finally i'm out to have a proper shopping
with my family^^
hahaha...and yesterday went movie with my gf
Harry Potter...ooooooooo~
so nice...excited...thrilled!!!
part 2...i'm gonna watch it in 3D
wait me~~~~~~


huhuhu...
is been 2 weeks sem break start
and i miss everyone >.<
my buddies...faster come back please...
i'm stuck in the most boring place now...
faster come back and rescue me...!!
my coursemate...my days now are duller
i miss the laugh and joke and everything
urgh...now i starts to feel i prefer to stay at college more...
coz we can go out anytime we want
or sleep till how late in the room
argghhh!!!
i miss everyone!!!
wish time could fly a lil' faster when i'm working
and much more slower when i'm enjoying...
please...please...please...
may my wish come true
yeah~ ^^