adventure days~~

been so long since i've updated here...

only recently when i've post up some unhappy stuff

but now is time to rewind for few moments~

some story to tell here,
some story to bright up my days again,
coz' i don't wanna stay in dull days anymore...

i wanna share out~
paths i've gone thru that had my days,

from the busy days in producing our drama

to having a company trip to CHINA

a walk round S'PORE

and finally ends up stuck here in JB~

couldn't have much rest since final exam ends...

during this busy terms...i've done few that i had regret

but somehow i'm able to stand up again

though till now still couldn't feel much better

but all i know is to find a way out

no more hiding~

so now...rewinding some happy memories

could help to lit up my days...

at least it can help to make my lips curves up a lil'

rather than keeping it lifeless without smile =)

to begin a story now...

i couldn't say it as "Once upon a time....'

hahahah xDDD 

but it is once a upon a few months time...

the adventure that i had which change some point of views in my life...

our production crew MILKYWAY~
this is our 1st time where we are totally devoted to our drama...
immediately after our finals
every members gather around to gear up another piece of great story
this time we've try to make a different genre...
our drama is about a double personality person
details of story...soon will be here,
hehehe
-now it's a secret-
we spent days and nights
nearly all change to pandas
every single moment we had is all about shooting
but the best part was the time we spent together
3 weeks together
wiping out our sweat~
rushing around~
laugh out and cheer when the production complete shooting~
and finally sending each and every member home~~
our bond are closer, tighter, a BIG HAPPY FAMILY
we do fight and argued during the hard times
but we still appreciate every member...
missing of either one and we will never be complete~
looking back...
there's a lot that we had never do before but we tried
we are brave peeps!! XDD
we sneak into police stations trying to get some shoots
to complete night scene, we stayed up till round 3am outdoor
no one around but only us~
those times..i will forever cherished...
as now, our lovely Director Zet...
she's going thru a exchange students course at Thailand for one semester
we gonna miss her a lot~
she do gives us a lot of power and encouragement
so ZET!!! please come bck ASAP!!

-some of our time-

okay~!!
next station...China...
this is my first time to go oversea
thanks to my boss for the sponsor on flight ticket and hotel
really give me a chance to a new place
Gui Lin, where i've visited...
is a simple town but with very beautiful scene
4 days 3 night adventure is amazing
->w< tired too-
but its great there...
finding different culture of people
experiencing their way of life
really an open-eyes adventure...
visited many scenic places
tasting local dishes
mingling with the people around
is really great~
every single moment i had at Gui Lin can only be describe with
FUN and EXCITING~!!
- except for 1 single prob -
my phone got stolen when i were at a night market =(
bad of luck that day...
 hope there's gonna be chance where i can go to other places to... ^^

= the enjoyment =

too many pics...could't upload all
welcome to browse at my fb =)
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000428293436

ok ok...
now we fly to Singapore..
well...at S'pore it's just a short trip
few hours trip..hahaha
just a few round,
a visit to Sentosa, Gold Coast and their Merlion area..
in a month time...and i'm out to 2 different country =)
- though s'pore is just near -
but yeah!!
it's fun...
and i can really see the differences
so now...time to save more money,
next destination Bali~~~
ehehehehe XDDD

and the best time ever is celebrating birthdays for two friends of mine!
their 21st birthday...
really miss birthday parties...
on June 12..ejia's birthday..
oohh..this is a lovely day
we change our way of celebrating other than sing K
we went for natural....to hot spring Sungai Klah
though only 5 of us are able to make it
but we did have a great time again
being together with schoolmates
is always the time i've been waiting for
ever since each and everyone got separated to different directions
to find a time and gather around is hard
so every time we have a chance, we will not miss it~ ^^

happie 21st birthday Ejia...older now =P

the next is birthday boy Yoong Yang~!!
YY 21st party at home...
seeing him with his birthday cake and friends around wishing...
make me miss a birthday party so much~
it's already 2 years since i last have my own birthday cake for my birthday
nearly forget how is the feel of blowing off candles on a cake
i wish i could have a bunch of friends like him to celebrate my birthday too
held a birthday party, with my friends around wishing
is just a simple happiness that ca make me smile non stop for weeks
but i guess this year birthday will be just the same
a lil' feel of loneliness again~~
haish..
why i mention this,
i should mention how wonderful the party at YY house...
ya...bout YY's party..
he had all his friends from primary till now to join,
that feeling is really great...
though i just meet him few times but it seems to be ages..
he's such a friendly guy~
he make everyone feels special and happy
really gonna appreciate a friend like him
never gonna lose a friend like him =)

happy 21st birthday YY..
big guy already and totally legal now...
hahahaha...can't wait to hang out with you again =)

well...for now~!
i promise myself to look to brighter sides..
no matter how hard days can be
i still need to be strong
i have more wonderful people around me
my family and friends...
I Love All of You..
You can really make my days
muackss~ ;)

burping out~~

i'm here...

that's what can't be change anymore

i've been here working under good heart

but threaten like i've owed the world for you

but it's ok!
i know no matter how i felt regret

no matter how i felt sad

no matter how i felt despised 

in 2 weeks time all this is gonna end..!

i hate to say, 

but i know i've done wrongly in some part

but so do YOU~

you've once told me not to judge things only by my own view

but do you practice it too..?

do you know how bad have you hurt me?

do you know how you've nearly made me loss a friend?

do you know not only you will felt unwell?

do you know you've hurt more than 1 heart?

NO...you don't

if you do...you won't continue with all the nonsense

you won't give me so many hard times

i came to help out under request

i came though i know life here would be hard

but i never knew you could make it even harder

i really don't understand

have you get a proper sense of maths?

do you need me to draw a table for you to calculate?

how could you cut my salary for doubles?

this is the 1st time ever i heard,

"if u didn't work on the public holidays, then i have to cut your salary double also, because i need to pay it to the person that will replace you...if not then it'll be unfair to me...."

hello~!!

i do stop working earlier and paying doubles only if i do work on holidays...

to replace 3 days of my early stop...i sacrifice the off days

i need the money..for your information DESPERATELY!!!

but now you telling me this...

what on earth is this rule?!

u should have jz pay me a full month salary

that's totally the way!

but you giving me all this excuses...

for what???

money really matters too you huh?!

so it's same for ME!!!

i could compromise with all those no-laptop-allow stuff

but this?!!

and you don't even think about what i've try to explain to you

you just continue with your mindset to cut my salary

i could have sue you for this,

even my friends told me so..

but i never want things to be in such a mist

i've grown tired to debate with you anymore...

since i've hold on for one and half month now

i will just keep this as a misfortune to me this time

a reminder for myself on how selfish you are

2 weeks from now and i could break free

i won't ask anymore from you

i won't speak one more word extra other than job

this will be my first and LAST TIME

helping you out...

sorry for being rude...but i could not hold on anymore respect to you

you're just lucky for both of us are kind enough to help you out

in future, i'm not sure if you could find any like us anymore

but if you do too...

i guess there's another heart you going to hurt

soon...if there's a chance

you will realize this,

you might have the opportunity to wake up from your own happy-lil'-world

it's not me...but YOU!!!

it's been a month now, 

but i can honestly say...

not a single day i had in this whole month passed worthy!

i might really have dragged myself into misery

coz' i couldn't have felt even worst than now~

i know i'm not suppose to judge anything,

but you really had me to the MAX...

it is such an obvious shown,

between us

the way you react, the way you treat

i might have just kept quiet

keep going in silence for another month

coz' i don't wanna make things uncomfortable~

YOU can have your own thoughts in doing things...

your thoughts sometimes are right

but please...please think deeper

there's a lot that you've done is totally loser way!!

i didn't take things for granted

i didn't done anything wrong

but you keep on saying what that's in your thoughts

never considerate what i've tell you

one shot blaming me and only me!!

why not her??

like now, the condition here...

i couldn't stay a total dumb doing nothing!

you should come here and try to sit still ALL ALONE!!!

try to feel what i feel

please don't judge it from your own sight only

i did think you are a capable person

but now...

NO MORE!!

i really don't understand it

but one thing i know for sure...

you both are the same species!

care only of your own benefit

not a single thought on others feeling~

from the actions that both of you've done...

which are a total WRONG!

but you didn't care even a single point...

when it's me...?

a bomb!! 

i'm doomed~~

the reason i really made it here is to help

but now...

i'm being treat as a junk...

as a toy...

as a substitute...

if whatever that i did is such a pierce in your eyes

it's really gonna make things harder!

i've plan to even end things here earlier...

not to bother a single nonsense anymore

but i didn't...

i don't want to give you any hard time~

so please...don't give me hard time tooo!!!

it's just a matter of respect left now

others...no more

!!!