..........

we are all the same,

but we don't look the same

it has been so long

finally for this moment to be here

if you guys have been all deniable

why didn't sounded it up earlier?

all this while i did asked

all this while i try to blend in

again...and...again

but what i get finally

is my FAULT!

having problems with me

but only voice it out behind me

GREAT!

now on the very last day

the very last minute only that you guys finally say out

where i ends up a total bastard here

the one who made everything goes wrong

the one that did not participate

the one that always give excuses

the one pretend to be very busy

the one that never sacrifice

the one that never contribute

it's ok if thats what i've been

a total TROUBLEMAKER

i know i've changed

i know i did mistake

i know sometimes i really didn't give my best

but how about you guys?

what in your eyes its always correct

but didn't you know?

you guys changed too

you guys did mistake too

do you guys know i'm hurt in the same time

do you guys think on my point first before any decision?

do you guys realize the real problem?

keep on saying i didn't contribute,

keep on mentioning i'm not sacrificing

keep on saying i'm selfish

but how do you expect me to be?

when everything you guys have in mind

which i'm always the last to know

i'm always the last and not able to give my opinion

never have a space to speak-out

later blamed for not being there...

how loudly you guys said on planning time

how we need to place which is important

how you guys are so tired and only you guys sacrificed

HOW ABOUT ME?!

every time when i try to ask on details

no one inform me

every time i try to ask if help needed

no one speaks a word

every time i try to ask for notice

no one remembers me

so...?

blaming me then is the best you guys can do

WELL DONE!!!
you guys made it to be the BEST ONE!

you guys are the HERO OF THE DAYS!!

and thanks for forgetting me

thank you so much for putting the blame on me

thanks for telling me ONLY NOW!!!

thank you for everything

and finally...

THANK YOU FOR BEING MY 'GREAT FRIENDS'

now i know...

now i realize...

all this while is me

the wrong, the idiot, the fool, the worst,

the parasite, the disaster

the burden for all of you

..........................................................................

='(

never had a worst day than today

but all i can do ...

take all the blame

and stays quiet~

一定要双面吗？？

怎么做人要那么辛苦呢?

每天都要戴着面具

度过真真假假

你死我活的日子？

你们不觉得累吗？

我靠( ‵o′)凸

可能我也有错

可能我也做不好

可能我有时候没合作

可是。。。

你也不可以这样

突然的翻脸

当我透明，当我死的!!!

需要帮忙时，满脸都在笑

不需要帮忙时，就变苦瓜脸

让侯还要把事实倒翻来讲

~~~

需要做到这一步吗？

就不能好好的谈吗？

不可以面对面解决吗？

11211 = 我们的100天~

时间过得真快...

不知不觉的

我们已近在一起100天了~

O(∩_∩)O~

但。。。

你又不在我身边了

/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

虽然日子上是100天。。

见到你的时间却不到1个月

我知道，工作比较重要

所以每次我都只能笑着对你说

‘没关系，你去忙你的吧’

但心里却某某的期望你能留下来

。。。

好像慢慢地习惯了~

习惯依赖着你

习惯等待你

习惯想念你

习惯有你在身边

以前的我都是一个人

但，现在的我是两个人

虽然说你很少在我身边

但你会劲量抽出一点时间

陪陪我聊天

让我出出气~

而当你在身边时

你都会把你所有得空的时候

来找我。。。来陪我

都不会让我觉得寂寞

有了你在身边

真的让我感受倒幸福的感觉

谢谢你。。。赖威棋~

↖(^ω^)↗

我们一起加油吧!!!

我们要一起度过更多的100天

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

有是快乐的一天！

昨天真的很满足!!

下午就开始练舞,应为我们要其表演

哈哈哈

野猫组合又出动了

\(^o^)/~

McD annual dinner 邀请了我们去表演

然后收到了RM30和一餐丰富的晚餐

嘻嘻嘻嘻!!!

过后...

我们去了pearlene家

昨晚是她的大日子哦~

一班人跑到她家

给她一个大惊喜，帮她庆祝生日

happie birthday sweetie~!!!

祝你永远美丽，永远快乐

~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦

庆祝了过后

我们去到了下一站

~G6~

可是有点失望

应为没人叻...

然后我们就快快换场了

去到了MIST....

这里的环境比较好

所以...昨晚又是美好的一晚！

疯狂的跳...疯狂的叫

好开心...好好玩

你们都是最棒的!!

o(≧v≦)o~~好棒

black friday???

it has been a tough day~

a day filled with problems and disaster...

never seen smooth sailing

since early morning things happened

facing problems with assignments

groupmates, tutor, program, etc etc.......

made me couldn't stand on myself anymore

hardly could bear the tears

which finally dropped

running down accompanying me to sleep

thought things could be better 

when we went out for a date together~

had a great time shopping..

had a fun time eating..

had a good time releasing my tense on my boy~

had an extreme time searching for durians in the middle of the dark

but somehow things happen again~

unexpected...

tyres of car got stuck in the mud

hardly could drive it out 

finally try so hard the car's fan motor spoilt...

on the same time the security department officer passby

asking the reason...answering them makes me shiver a little

i'm afraid its gotta be a big prob

and we gonna be doomed~

somehow, the guard was good enough to help us push the car

finally we made it to move the car out 

in the middle of happiness

again another prob comes..

the car fan motor as said earlier broke

turns out the temperature if the car get so hot

we hardly could drive it anymore

so we have to stop by the side

waiting for help 

trying to figure the ways

and finally only reach home around 1am+

my heartache so much >w<

my boy suppose to be resting at home

tomorrow he need to travel far,

but some how now it turns out even later than we expected

seeing his exhausted face

panting and worries

trying to fix the probs

trying to stay cool not wanting me to worry

i really feel helpless at that moment

and all i can do is just make him relax down

trying to make him smile a lil'

thanx a lot darling~~

thanx for all you've did...

i know you are actually very tired

you actually were sort of angry but thanx a lot

thanx a lot for not letting me down

and hope everything gonna be alright for you

gonna be apart for 10 days now

and i know you have another war over there to fight for

remember to work smart and don't pressure yourself too much

your lil' dear here will take care of herself

=))))

we did our best and solved the probs...

i believe we can go through more~

I'M NOT A ROBOT!!! I'M NOT YOUR TOY!!!

who do you think you are huh?!!!

when you need my help

i have to always be there to solve it for you

when i need your help

where are you??!!!

that's what group mate means to you??

done your part, just let go of others

finally ends up i have to cover it myself!!!

you promised to be the one to hand up the assignment~

but where are you?!

called you like hundreds of times but you never answer!!!

send you messages you don't even bother

like what now?!!

i didn't purposely want to disturb you to find you helping out!

but i really had my own work to complete..

i have my own class to attend too~!~!

rushing from early morning 8am till the last minute 5pm

what do you think will happen?

what if i finally give up ur names

i hand up only on my own...

deleted your name from the paper

been calling all the time

if you couldn't make it earlier you should have just tell!

not hiding yourself...

DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!

never gonna be in the group with any of you anymore...

really made my days tense up even more

worrying if we could complete everything properly 

been cooperative enough to just try my best to cover up the mess

but finally this is what  you give to me!!!

thanks a lot~!

thanks a lot for making me rushing around

thanks breaking all the promises

and THANKS A LOT 

FOR NOT BEING THERE!!!!

and you too LIZARD!!!

you know you've made ur mistake

please don't blame it back on others..

called me immediately after you got complaint

'is not my problem'

'you should solve all the problem yourself'

this is all that you can tell me huh?

calling me saying how terrible they are..

telling me how they didn't respect you

scolding me for the sake of others scolded you

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!

if you're not happy with their attitude then tell them!

NOT ME!!!

not on the same time blame everything on me

you should just face the problem yourself too please~!!!

i might have the responsibility to help in conttrolling 

but i've done my part

DID YOU?!!!

so stop blaming it on my head

see it yourself the problems before blaming it back to others....

i never understand how can there be those of you

that are so selfish enough to not bother others feeling

but only YOURSELF!!!

get out of my way...

stop making my day more miserable

stop messing up with me..

so sorry...

i never know when i'm gonna reach my limit!!

but what i can say soon enough!

SOON ENOUGH and every piece of the patience me is GONE!!!

GONE!!!

AND I DON"T CARE ANYMORE~!!!

o(>w<)o

我很忙。。。我很累~

-假期-

是两个星期前的事了

也就是我已经忙了两个星期

！！！

其实都还有很多故事要分享

可是都没时间

可以坐下来慢慢地写

~~o(>_<)o ~~

像现在...只可以来分享一点点

那我就要用summary来写了...

(等我有空了再把我的假期日记写完 =P)

在这两个星期里

只可以说都没时间可以放松

每天都忙着赶功课

搞到我们每一个都很大压力

压力大了怎么办？？

我们又跑去找吃的 \(^o^)/~

= 来到look-out-point =

*谢谢我们的winson...你是最棒的!*

= sg wang-time square-low yat =

*yannie 买了新的红色高跟鞋和‘小红’*

= Tan Gale 生日 =

又是打扮美美的一天

一年一度的course nite^^

都有很多帅哥美女啊!!!

= GOLDEN course nite' =

我们的...金金金!!!

可是就没有金钱 ╮(╯﹏╰）╭

*还有很多美美照，请到我的facebook看吧^^*

还有还有~

没时间写了...

Zzzzzz...

下次再update你们吧

(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

**谢谢你们...我的好姐妹，我的可爱家人**

fun time chap. 2~

is a week holiday...

and what are we waiting for??

our trip around places

exploring around for foods and scenery~~

 weeeee=)))

a full week of weight-gaining too

~~o(>_<)o ~~

immediate pumping up of my body

-sad sad sad-

but love the fun though...

hahahaha xDD

ok ok~

let's continue with our travel diary

= Page 1 =

MALACCA

this is a real FOOD-HEAVEN!!!

can't believe we can eat eat and eat

non-stop!!

from the minute we step our feet on 

till the minute we leave our last footstep

we EAT ~\(≧▽≦)/~

 + 1st meal +

chicken rice ball (鸡粒饭)

ah long大哥 say : 'why order so many fishballs de?' 

hahahaha XD

 + a walk around jonker street +

digestion time......

 

+ D.I.Y cotton candy +

really make me fly back to childhood

↖(^ω^)↗

and i made a bigger candy compare to Eng's =P

 + Calanthe Art Cafe +

only 2 hours later

and we are here...

testing on different types of coffee all over M'sia

13 states of coffee available

♥from bitter to sweet♥

    

 + Stadhuys and Famosa +

another digestion time again.....

 + Nadeje Patisserie +
   yummy...yummy =))
   it's only 3 hours after our coffee meal...
   muahahaa...must go taste it if you're at Malacca!

 + Durian cendol +

another dessert of the day

a small bowl but taste so good

O(∩_∩)O~~

+ A walk along the Straits of Malacca +

third round of digestion time...

muahahaha...if we don't take some time to cool down

i don't think we can fill in the food in our next stop anymore~

 + Capitol Satay Celup +

oh yeah!!!

another great food moment

seen the amount take we've taken??

yeah...that's what we engulf that night!

rushing over to avoid lining-up waiting

and we're lucky enough

able to snatch the last table available...

before more customer coming \(^o^)/~!!

+ a last shot before back home +

stomach is too full

barely able to walk anymore

only in a day and we had 6 meals

fuhhh~!!

bizarre!

fabulous~!!

crazy!

fantastic~!!

p/s: thx to imma big melon...driving us serdang-malacca-serdang...i know you've got real tired but still pretend it's ok, can see your eyes shut down few second, barely opens...what i can do is just continues to annoy you, waking you up~ Thx ya ♥♥♥