trying to get over...

all those that has happen

the real hard times

i guess it's time to let it go

TOTALLY~

maybe i've been wasting my time

thinking and regretting

reviewing all the unhappy times

locked myself in for the suffering

many of my youth is wasted for the unnecessary

though i know it's not worth-it

but i had wasted it too...

so now the best getaway that i can give to myself

is to create more opportunities

worship myself and make it even awesome days ahead

to start of with a new leaf

i'd join into things that i've never try before

modelling and shooting~

through this event that i've join,

i'd learn much more important things

especially friendship that is build

looking thru' the times i've had

knowing a new bunch of friends,

each and every from different personality

getting advices from some or cheering for each other

it makes me SMILE so broad

all over again...

it might have been a way of acting out the expression

but behind the scene

the fun and cooperation that we had

is the true smile that could lit up my face so much!!

^______________________________^

we are, at the very second, a total stranger to each other

but later on, by the end of the day

we turns out to be so closed as if we known each other for years

that's the best part and i did not feel a lil' of regret also

thx for the chance that's been given to me

thx for the time and the guidance

with more experience

i want to change the view of my life

i want to create many more great chapters in my book of life

like i've promise to myself before

i'll undertake more challenge in future,

i'm not going to hide under obscurity anymore

'coz i know i could be more decent than i'm now

not easily discouraged by the hurricane that had struck my days

i will work my way towards rainbow and the happy sunshine

^^