it's not me...but YOU!!!

it's been a month now, 

but i can honestly say...

not a single day i had in this whole month passed worthy!

i might really have dragged myself into misery

coz' i couldn't have felt even worst than now~

i know i'm not suppose to judge anything,

but you really had me to the MAX...

it is such an obvious shown,

between us

the way you react, the way you treat

i might have just kept quiet

keep going in silence for another month

coz' i don't wanna make things uncomfortable~

YOU can have your own thoughts in doing things...

your thoughts sometimes are right

but please...please think deeper

there's a lot that you've done is totally loser way!!

i didn't take things for granted

i didn't done anything wrong

but you keep on saying what that's in your thoughts

never considerate what i've tell you

one shot blaming me and only me!!

why not her??

like now, the condition here...

i couldn't stay a total dumb doing nothing!

you should come here and try to sit still ALL ALONE!!!

try to feel what i feel

please don't judge it from your own sight only

i did think you are a capable person

but now...

NO MORE!!

i really don't understand it

but one thing i know for sure...

you both are the same species!

care only of your own benefit

not a single thought on others feeling~

from the actions that both of you've done...

which are a total WRONG!

but you didn't care even a single point...

when it's me...?

a bomb!! 

i'm doomed~~

the reason i really made it here is to help

but now...

i'm being treat as a junk...

as a toy...

as a substitute...

if whatever that i did is such a pierce in your eyes

it's really gonna make things harder!

i've plan to even end things here earlier...

not to bother a single nonsense anymore

but i didn't...

i don't want to give you any hard time~

so please...don't give me hard time tooo!!!

it's just a matter of respect left now

others...no more

!!!