couldn't help...but felt left-out

i know...

sometimes not everything should be in my concern

i know...

i'm not worth to be the busybody one

but do you know...

the way you behave

the way you make things be

really hit me hard in the heart,

Sometimes, you might not realize,

but actually you already hurt someone's feeling

if you are not happy with what i did or didn't

please do tell..~

don't purposely behave in some ways to ignore me

don't act as if i'm invisible

don't show me faces when i don't even know what's wrong

'coz all this make me feel totally alienated

if that's really what u wanna let me know

then, all i can say is CONGRATS 

you finally able to make me feel like a total dumb

doesn't know whats happening around

which basically problem wasn't actually from me

in a milisecond makes me feel like i'm a weirdo

and directing things upside down

makes me felt even worst than ever

i really have this single thought

whether if i made the right step introducing you to the things now

for what i can see is that 

you made me feel bad enough to blame myself as a stupid one~!!!