been busy....on and off~

huhuhu...just realize my last post was so long time ago~~
really been stuck with many recently
since the day i'm back from holiday till now,
not much time that i totally had rest
except for the time when i'm sick >w<
many that i want to share out here...
too many that i had gone thru for the pass 3 week!!
hurm...where to begin?
aarghh...way too many to share out
i'll just summarize everything...~
easy job..^^v


~1st Stop~
immediately after CNY...i had my first video shoot
it's for my course assignment
for the sake of perfection in a 3min PSA
we spent a solid whole week for it
obstacles coming 1 by 1
1-we prepare so many letter (application for location, actor) which finally turns out
we didn't use any of it. Location changed! Actor changed! 
2-camera setting went wrong on our 1st shoot so we re-do every shoot the next day
3-location prob...we had to find a new similar place in 2 hour time, and it's only for 
our last scene...seriously terrible...
4-facing problem with the editing PC, which we spent 5 hour wasted waiting to use the PC
and finally end up editing with our lappie...
5-format for the video turns out not in widescreen..and we had to recheck every single 
format again...waste another day..
6-format problem settle, but then the DVD we burnt can't be read...
PISSED OFF~!!!
lucky we able to complete it too finally..
and that's what people say
behind a good production, there's always hardwork...
and we can feel this...totally HARD..!
anyhow...MILKYWAY PRODUCTION THE BEST!!!

~2nd Stop~
there's this high dinner for college
and we are going to perform a modern dance that night...
so it's been busy time practicing too...
wow~~~ the steps are sort of hard...
coz i miss few practices already due to my busy-ness in video
dance it...move it...
T-ara's Ya-ya-ya, SNSD's Hoot & Gee, 4 Minutes's Radio...
those steps...are sexy...twist and twist...
hope the performance on this sunday gonna be good...
break a leg gurlz~!! ^^


~3rd Stop~
MGM assignment...
warghh...another big bunch of paperwork...
but we had fun, went for a group-shopping at The Mines
got scolded from the worker at Giant coz we took photo
haish...crazy fella~
but we love the product we made..
yummy~!

~4rd Stop~
it's a early celebration for eng eng's birthday..^^
also the 1st time the 4 sweetheart are complete after CNY
we move around all the time
time square>low yat>sungei wang>time square
huhu...really a whole day off walking
too bad we didn't make it for karaoke
coz it's way so expensive~~~ >w<
(p/s:well , it's public holiday...)
somehow, somewhere we found ways to spend our time together

~5th Stop~
Karaoke-ing time...!!!
yippie!!
it's friday and to fulfill eng eng's wish to sing k
so we go lor...hehehehe =)
few hours releasing stress...
is never other best way than this...just luv it...!!
muaxxx gurlz... 

~6th Stop~

i've been down with headache. stomachache

vomiting and coughing...

fever and flu~~~ 

it's just everything...i'm so sick for this whole week!!

couldn't have much rest too...wobbling around the way i go

hardly had time to stop down,

but thanx for all the concern from me gurlz and friends...

i try to overcome all the sickness monster

struggle to classes and complete assignment

continue with dance practice and test around the corner...

could say i'm much better now though still not 100%

but i'll be ok...

=))

aiyyaaaaa....i have much more to share out,

but i got to go...

need to prepare for upcoming test on monday...

and practice for this sunday performance

wish me the best ok guys and gals.... ^^

see ya~~~ 

CNY around...event all the round~

holiday is here already~

is the time i've been waiting for

after all the hard work of shopping and planning

finally i can wear on those new cloth

moving around door to door

in-search fo...ANGPAUssss...~

woohooooo~

 but the best part...

i had early reunion with my friends!!!
steamboat dinner

eating till stomach gonna burst

laughing till the mouth could even split

i really miss the fun we had...

really laugh so hard i could feel every eye on us

hahahaha XDDDD...

why can we be so crazy???
thanks to dear yannie and da jie lu...~
so BLUE~
sot sot...anything oso can turn out d other way round

the gang~
laugh till you die!!!
but what we ate that day...
can actually let us survive for few in college...
ate like we had be in hunger for weeks >w<
so fat ad.......!!!

start cooking, table clear...
after some hours...~

the disaster we made!!!

hahaha...we cleared away the mess~
for jon's 2nd round
but yeah...that nite was so much fun
the next time will be???
soon i hope~^^


my cousins came back on 30th,
and i'm the tour guide for them on 31st
all the way full-timer
klang-subang jaya-sunway lagoon-kl sentral-ipoh
wah...so tired, exhausted...
due to rainy day, can't make it into theme park early
so we went ice-skating 1st^^
huhuhu...i don't know ho to skate!!!
but i skated...yeah!!!
FUN~!
but the worst part was...
i got knock down, TWICE and butt first onto the floor...
wargh!!!
it really hurts...
thanks to the kiddo...

ooh...~
then they move on to the lagoon after or pizza lunch
...leaving me alone...
loitering around, window shopping, watching people
and finally i give up, went for a movie
'Shaolin'
the movie is nice...^^ thrilled
but half way thru...i came out...
why???
coz bie came~
hehehe^^
finally he come...though it's late already
but still he made it to come..
thanks bie~
spending the last hour i had at sunway with you at starbucks...
weeee~~~
thanx for the lava chips babe...^^

ok ok...time to go back home already~
saying bubye to you~
walking away and not going to see you for a week
gonna miss you
wait for me ya...
i'm going to be back by 2pm on 7th...


route to kl sentral...walking is really tiring
took taxi, walk around and ate dinner
spending round 1 hour there before the train depart...
the moment i sat down on the couch...
i doozed off~
no word can describe it...
i hardly can open my eye when the train about to arrive ipoh
but the moment i touch foot on the station
i know i will enjoy the whole week i have here
coz event is lining up
fully plan for the days i'm going to spend here...
^^v

trying to get over...

all those that has happen

the real hard times

i guess it's time to let it go

TOTALLY~

maybe i've been wasting my time

thinking and regretting

reviewing all the unhappy times

locked myself in for the suffering

many of my youth is wasted for the unnecessary

though i know it's not worth-it

but i had wasted it too...

so now the best getaway that i can give to myself

is to create more opportunities

worship myself and make it even awesome days ahead

to start of with a new leaf

i'd join into things that i've never try before

modelling and shooting~

through this event that i've join,

i'd learn much more important things

especially friendship that is build

looking thru' the times i've had

knowing a new bunch of friends,

each and every from different personality

getting advices from some or cheering for each other

it makes me SMILE so broad

all over again...

it might have been a way of acting out the expression

but behind the scene

the fun and cooperation that we had

is the true smile that could lit up my face so much!!

^______________________________^

we are, at the very second, a total stranger to each other

but later on, by the end of the day

we turns out to be so closed as if we known each other for years

that's the best part and i did not feel a lil' of regret also

thx for the chance that's been given to me

thx for the time and the guidance

with more experience

i want to change the view of my life

i want to create many more great chapters in my book of life

like i've promise to myself before

i'll undertake more challenge in future,

i'm not going to hide under obscurity anymore

'coz i know i could be more decent than i'm now

not easily discouraged by the hurricane that had struck my days

i will work my way towards rainbow and the happy sunshine

^^

i'm still stupid~!

i know the truth...

i still believe the fake...

i know something has changed,

but i can't accept the changes...

i know it's always me alone awaits,

but i still wait and awaiting...

somehow~

i still can't make myself awake

i know all this is just my imagination

alone in my own world...

it seems i can't get it over me yet,

i realize...

the harder i want to change it,

the weirder the situation goes...

no matter how hard i said to myself,

no matter how hard...

i should not let the past repeat again~

but, it still appears exactly the same

just like a tape rewinding,

only on different place with different people...

2 years ago...

1 year ago...

few months back...

and finally now~

is always the same!!!

I'm STILL STUPID!!!

i've tried to give my trust...

but somehow,

never been appreciated,

often taken for granted...

i try to persuade myself to look on the bright side

but still the dark clouds are always with me

never let me go~

i'm sort of TRAPPED...

trapped in the world of lies...

someone told me before~

sometimes people lies for the good

but what i've got with me

is always the lies that turns out to hurt me even worst

so do YOU now~

i'm not sure if you are telling lies

or is it the truth...

i really hope what you've told me is true

'coz i'm tired of all the lies already

i really don't understand

why i just couldn't be like others

be like them...

feels appreciated and at least are enjoying

i didn't really have the chance to be the real me

all i've been doing all this while...

is just like an acting...

of a liveless playdoll in everyone's live

i thought i could be the real me in front of you

but now it seems, you are turning me down too...

i rather know all the truth that may hurt me...

i don't want to be the stupid one

being played in all the drama of life

doesn't realize the real situation that mostly other knew

staying in the blurr vision

couldn't see the reality

i've got enough about everything

i had too much that i'm trying to overcome

just the truth is what i'm asking for now~

before...i thought you are my place to rely on

but now...i'm not sure about it

maybe it has been my worries

i do hope nothing has change

hope it's just me that has been thinking on the wrong side

please...i couldn't stand all this suffering anymore

i'm trying hard to escape from the past

i hope you're not gonna repeat it for me...

NO MORE!!!

brand new year...brand new me^^

happy new year!!!

maybe its a lil' too late...

coz its already 3 Jan 2011 now...

A NEW ME...^^

with short fringe~

(i dunno why i cannot upload photo here..)

with the 'NEW' me...

i'm gonna create a great year ahead...

forget all the unhappy pass...

i know there are more great adventure ahead

EMYLY~

you can do it...!

my new year days...

i'm enjoying with my family...

2 days in a row...

~shopping-spree~

i never knew my mum and sis could shops

they really shop till drop on the 1st and 2nd jan...

even i give up following them around

where i finally stop down,

join my dad at McD to wait for them...

huhuhu..my leg really hurts!!

its has been long since we're out shopping together

i should say round a year...

'coz i've been busy with works

really appreciate them time i had with them

enjoying shopping together...

look for the best food in town

(found great food in jln alor)

yummy~!!!

back to study...

its just another life cycle

coming back to college,

and the 1st thing i know~ 

no water supply!!!

duhh....

i've to walk down to 3rd floor to take bath

really tiring,

and lucky for me today morning,

i've just done taking my bath and the water stops...

couldn't imagine whats gonna happen

if i'm half way thru shampoo-ing...

rush down to another toilet with shampoo on my body

hahahah...it must be the most hilarious thing i'm gonna do for this new year!!!

after all classes go well on this 1st day...

guess there's gonna be much difference now

'coz i'm not attending every class with my gurlz anymore...

so i need to get use to mingle with another group

and most of all

IMY...

i'm waiting to see you

but it seems to be hard,

we don't even have a single class together...

hurrmmm....

anyway...

i will try my best to all this new things

I CAN DO IT!!!
^^

letting go~

it's hard...

it hurts...

stab so deep

='(

down to the bottom

couldn't say it doesn't mean anything anymore,

coz the 'anything' is 'everything'...

everything that has make me hold on to...

but now, all is smashed to pieces

hopes, memories, laughters...

all gone~

i can't be selfish i know...

changing you is never the best way

so i can't deny the truth anymore...

i'm going to face the fact

strong and hard

i'm not gonna turn out weak

i've wasted enough~

there's no more the so-called 'worth-it'

you may have leave bruises and wounds on me

but i will find my way

to heal these bruises and wounds...

i don't wanna leave a scar or any~

any that will remind me how much i've been hurt...

somehow...now...

i feeled much more freedom...
much more happiness
much more colours

it has been hard to smile without you around

but now...i got other ways

that will help me smile even laugh out louder than i use to be
time not gonna stop just because of you, 
so do i...
like everyone telling me,
i should not waste in on you anymore
i deserve better than these pains...
you may have been the best i ever had...
but that's the past...
for the future, 
i think not anymore...
without you,
i could still be a better person,
without you,
i have no more boundaries,
without you,
i don't have to worry on about every single thing,
coz without you now,
i can do anything i want,
anything i like,
anything...with no worries of hurting you~


yes...you may have chosen your choice...
i can't pretend no and i must accept it,
i can't imagine if i'm being hurt again...
i know i can't take it anymore...
so now i'm gonna let you go,
to save myself from you...
your hurting...
we may not have the chance as a perfect couple,
but i hope we could make it back as friend...
as we used to be...
your choice, the girl...
treat her well...don't waste it...
since she's the one you have been with before,
you're lucky to have her back...
go ahead...have good times,
i don't want to stand there blocking your path...
not wasting my tears and times...
that's the best of both world, 
for me and you...

most enjoying n tiring day~ huhuhu

olalalalalaa~

finally gathered with frenz...

also celebrated my lil' sis birthday

the happiest i had for my holiday

hehehehe XP

after all 

i missed celebrating my family members birthday

but luckily i had chance to celebrate with my lil' sis

^^

gathering with my buddies

that's always what i'm waiting for...

again meeting up

1st thing we do...

blow water to each other again

hahaha~

most of us changed too >w<

ejia~still like to help me 'massage' [hohohoho]

wah jie~so cool jor...i ned to be better oso

honloon~skeleton...log...kayu...haish...no other word describe

wenhao~ok...handsome a bit lor...hehehe

sookyeum~wei...fat jor lor...so enjoy in uum meh

sheatleng~wah...so sunshine girl ad har...but still try get fatter

siawei~still same...but oso like sookyeum...face more round ad...

qynn~yer...you more cute ad lor...i jealous you leh...

hahahahahahahahah

hahahhahahahahhahahahahaha

and my dear jeean and chu...

saw you guys...like seeing my happy pie

but too bad...jeean you brought your girlfriend

so i can't bully you to the most...

hurm, nevermind i wait again...

you gonna pay for it...

and chu...next time we 'fire' jeean kaw-kaw~

don't think he can use the girlfriend to hide

kikikiki....

hurm...but time is always there

envy the great moments we are having...

fly by so fast

yer...i hate you time...

but still though its just a short period

i do have a great time

all that i've been waiting for

since our last meeting in september

ok...so now...again...waiting

for our next gathering...

hohohohhhooooo~

[p/s:pic will upload later...line not good]

boring days~

it has been 2 weeks working now...

i still got stuck dunno what to do

all i know is just work work and work >.<

i felt a lil' regret working with my friend now

the salary seems so small amount

if i waited for 2 more days...i sure go for the better choice

don't need to work for such long hours

also can get much more salary than i could now

but its too late to regret

i know

i talking nonsense here...

aarghh...

please...when will it be 15dec?

i want to meet up with my friends...our gathering

i wanna celebrate my sis birthday on the same day too

15dec...will you come faster...

huhuhuhu...and 17dec?

will you too please walk faster towards me...

i miss you so much...

i'm so bored without you filling my days

could you come back faster... >w<

time...time...time...time

show me your power

la~la~la~la

kachinggg....

what the heck i'm doing here???

=.="

aargh...i'm going crazy already i gues...

i wanna say many more...

but i don't remember for now

huh!!! i'm so not in me now...

my soul flies to...i dunno where...

help..help...someone please help me

my so-called holiday...

i'm back home!!!

sounds good harh...finally come home

but the days i have enjoying at home,

i could count with my fingers...

only 4 total day

where i can lay back and relax

watch tv, online, eat and sleep as i like

my pocket...burnt, empty...

so i'm out working
and i've already work so hard for a week now

today...finally i'm out to have a proper shopping
with my family^^
hahaha...and yesterday went movie with my gf
Harry Potter...ooooooooo~
so nice...excited...thrilled!!!
part 2...i'm gonna watch it in 3D
wait me~~~~~~


huhuhu...
is been 2 weeks sem break start
and i miss everyone >.<
my buddies...faster come back please...
i'm stuck in the most boring place now...
faster come back and rescue me...!!
my coursemate...my days now are duller
i miss the laugh and joke and everything
urgh...now i starts to feel i prefer to stay at college more...
coz we can go out anytime we want
or sleep till how late in the room
argghhh!!!
i miss everyone!!!
wish time could fly a lil' faster when i'm working
and much more slower when i'm enjoying...
please...please...please...
may my wish come true
yeah~ ^^

你为什么说谎???

这次我走开 再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去 还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也捉不住你的倔强
可是我知道你 你为什么说谎

你说你还在 一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里 可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过
说我没等过难过 我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来

lies...

lies...

lies...lies...

that's what you give me

everything you says seems to be real

but sometimes...its too real that i can't even believe it

whenever i try to make myself trust what you say

the truth will always reveal itself to me

now what i can do...

???

i don't think i can bear all this anymore

i've given you times

i've given myself times too...

all this while...i know it always had been me

it was me that blind my own eyes

it was me that often denies the truth

it was me that always chose to look in the false side

i know what i shouldn't, but i chose what i shouldn't

many told me "you're so silly"

i know...but i just can't accept it...

that's why i choose to keep my eyes close,

make my ears deaf when stories about you comes to me

but now~

i've had enough...

first time you lied...it hurts, but i forgived

second time...its like killing, but i gave you another chance

third time now...i feels nothing, i'm just numb

no more heart-bleeding feels, not feeling pains,

no tears flowing down

it's just NOTHING~

is like something that might happen sooner or later i guess

you may say i'm a coward

but...sorry, i don't think i could handle this anymore...

i've sacrificed a lot...

all my patience and care and time

you just make me feel...its all wasted!

its all worthless for i've put on someone like you that never appreciate

worthless!!! 

i rather keep all to myself,

share it with others

rather than giving all to you, where you treat it like a glass of water

pouring it out...like its nothing important,

i'm too tired to make everything continue

too tired...to act as if i'm not jealous,

too tired...to pretends that i'm ok but i'm not

i should stop you from hurting me anymore

making myself to hold-on to this relation,

its going to be my biggest mistake if i do continues

its just seem tough...and like something-that-never-will-happen

i wanna wake myself up from this so-called sweet dream,

which basically was a nightmare...

a nightmare that kills me slowly

i've no more ideas on how to make you realise,

on how to tell you that you should have appreciate me more

for now~ everything is already too late

maybe, me letting-go is gonna be the best for you

you could do whatever you want,

you don't have anymore hard time to think of ways to hide from me

cause now, you are totally free

i'm not gonna burden your life anymore

~~~

my 1st chapter...^^

4th july 2010

this particular day...

i came to this brand new place

a place that i've been eager to come for

a place that i use to think 1 day i'm able to step my foot on

and there...

on this particular day

i'm finally stepping my foot in

to the life of university~

starts...not as i thought

rough time comes by trying to mingle in

uncertainty on where to begin stepping on

...confused...afraid...naive...

all this...i've tried to overcome

but in life...obstacles are meant to be there...

LUCKY i could say...

i found my mates^^

yannie, hueylyn, eng, xiao fei fei

thanks for the guidance and also the nonsense

we struggle through out hard times together

unknown how...but we did!

from orientation...sleepless night...tiring days

attending meetings...(and skipping it)

tryout new things..learning yoga and dance

exploring, shopping, going for vacation and night market

attending classes, work-out assignments, fiddle through exams
planning for vacation before final
discussing the latest fashion,
sharing and trying beauty tips together
gossips around on everything
either we know or not...we still discuss
girls~ i love you!!! muackss*
we had pillow talks...
sharing info...techniques...
solving each other problems
with so many different ideas to fill our days

though sometimes we are too busy for each other

but we are always there together

with different personality

that creates the chemical between us

that begins the time where we shares everything together...^^

not forgetting my debating-buddy...

jonathan~
remember the 1st moment we be friend
its a coincidence...i can say
honestly, from my 1st impression to you
'this guy...he's a mix, a nerd too??'
but now i realise...
it's a totally NO NO!!
jonathan...the way you speak...hurts!!!
you help me to regain the-not-gonna-lose me
starts good as we were still new to each other
but after all...we could fight like cat and dog...
hush! hush!! 
though we don't really fight with all the punching-and-kicking
but we fought with words...harsh...laser...
but because of all this fighting too
misunderstanding happened...
urghh...suddenly in a total new world
rumours came...
emyly and jonathan...together...
what's going on??? 0.o
oii!!!
don't try to stick us together!
(sorry kelly...not me, is them) 
for everyone's information
we are from the same field of magnet
so...we not gonna stick but repeal!
and here i'm gonna say thanks to you jonathan
you helped me to improve my skills...
hahahahXDDD
is great having all those fight with you
we should continue in coming days...
if not...i'm gonna cool down(bad)

  
had my girls...and my debators...
not forgetting my motivator...
(or should i say the counselor a.k.a tour guide?)
 oh...ya...should be this way
i'm counseling and i got counseled too
ups and downs together...we had gone thru
thanks to you too...gjoel^^ 
knowing you...was basically another lucky coincidence
just like jonathan
me and jonathan might be the debators
me and you we are like the problem-solver..
hahahaXDD
never thought of that happening in my uni life...
that's the chemistry in real life...
mixing the spice of our days,
(Arabian shop~ Barbican~ Kebab~)
sharing our thoughts on how things should go on...
giving each other advices
motivating, guiding, helping
enjoying days together
never thought we could have so many in common before
but that's 1 thing for sure now...
we are on the same mindset!
i've learned a lot from you...
and i hope what i've shown you too may help
you taught me how to mingle around in life...
i told you ways to let things be as they are...
been there to advice, been there to talked with
many that we shared,
~sharing is caring~
many that we both learned from what we have seen
from what we had (i think basically~) discussed
what more could i say
(i guess i did says a lot already from time to time)
but anyhow...you meant a lot to me~

now~ its 16th nov 2010
in this approximate of 4 months time that we had together
i appreciate all that happens
all of you accompanies me~
walking through this stairs of uni life
 i know...everyone of us are ready for each other
we are ready to grab each hands
when one is about to fall~
as now time pass and says bubye to us
but i hope i will never hears bubye from neither of you
we could and we should be there
stay close together
sticking like been-glued-together
as i know...
we could sparks up our life even more in future
well...in coming semester...
we might all been directed towards different direction
but still we could find a 'stop'
where we could gather again...
make a scene like what we did during our Genting trip
and also days that we had where we laugh too much
our stomach could burst on the next second
we are back-to-back
relying or helping...we back-up each other
so...my buddies...
wait up for more time
we could spend together
sketching rainbows in our books of life
YOU ARE THE BEST ^.^v
~ I Love All of You~

for you~ take it as your motivation...

this is all for you...
 
If you wander off too far

If you follow the wrong star

If you ever find yourself

Lost and all alone

Get back on your feet and think of me

My smile will get you home

If the bright lights blinds your eyes

If your trouble breaks your stride

If you ever feel ashamed

If its only you to blame

If you ever find yourself

Lost and all alone

Get back on your feet and think of me

My smile will get you home

 ^^

i wonder why~ i wonder why~

it has been so long since i last posted

things happens recently..

many~

good and bad times...

i wondered...

have you ever appreciate what i did to you?

do you really know what i'm thinking all this while?

do you realise when i'm happy and when i'm not?

i made choices...

i did many things that i shouldn't have

i took many steps that i'm not suppose to

that's all bcoz of YOU!!

do you realise the importance of you to me?

do you know what i feels when i saw you standing right infront of me??

have you ever notice what i had sacrifice just for you???

i hope you realised~

but when will it be the day that you will tell me all the truth?

is that committing yourself to me is so HARD?

i always wonder why?

why you try to hide me from your friends?

why you never have the guts to hold me in public?

why you never allows me to touch your phone?

why you are afraid to let me browse through your stuff?

why everytime we meet its only at your house?

why when you are out with me you seems so uncomfortable?

why you always make sure i don't tell out loud about us?

why i could only follow what you ask me to do?

why you never tell me about your friends?

why you hang up my phone everytime you were with your friends?

why you need to hide from me whenever you are answering calls?

why am i not allowed to be friend with those that you know?

why...why...why...

there are to many 'why' that i always wanted to ask

but i never!

i never ever questioned any to you...

bcoz i trust you...

i'm always waiting and for-long waiting

till the time you tell all to me by yourself

sometimes, i know what's happening,

just like the time you went penang,

but you lied to me saying you are working

but the truth is you are enjoying with other girl

but i didn't speak a word about that

i kept in silence

for what?

for the trust!!!

ok...that passed and i'm not gonna think on that anymore

since then, things goes good

but later on, you did tell me you are going out with friends

but you never let me know who's with you

i don't mind about that

that's your privacy
 and at least you let me know you are out

but the next thing i see

the photo that shows the truth

again...i'm speechless

is all your so-called sisters hugs you the way it is?

no!!!

they shouldn't!!!

i gave you the freedom that you suppose to own

but please....please just don't tell me

all those bizzare lies...

tell me the truth as it is,

please don't hide from me coz it hurts

even more than knowing the truth

now i'm so not sure

not sure about all the things that you says

not sure is all the promises you make is just for that miserable seconds...

not sure how much trust that i could give you anymore

i wanted to give you all my trust

but is it worth-it?

thats still a question to myself

a question that i still unable to find the answer

there's too many that makes me wonder

too many that i'm trying to workout on

so...please...i'm waiting for the truth

~

fun and craziness...XD,

it seems like yesterday~

but now time had gone

where fun and craziness leaves me alone

the trip we had

accompany by :

yannie, hueylyn, eng, john, gjoel, kelly and 'gao lao'

is the best genting trip i ever had!!!

you guys are cool!

flashback the time as we make our decision

from how to go and when to go

and on the day itself,

things seems so unpredicted

rushing around trying to catch buses and train...

but missed...

got there with taxi and another problem to overcome...

'where are we going to sleep?'

john: excuse me...is there any room?

receptionist: erm...sorry sir, all the room is fully-booked.

=.="

oh great...! so where we gonna get ourself a place to sleep???

arghh...!we should have plan and make booking earlier

so...we gonna loiter around???

ok...no prob! we'll find somewhere to take some rest

or just stay awake...o.0

explores around...spending times together...

that's one of the best thing...^^

yeah!!! a time to celebrate hueylyn's birthday [again]

this time with cake...and its in genting!!!

yippie!!!! tiramisu cheese cake...
burrppp* oopssie... XP
hehehe....spends the night mostly with chatting
even more than the time i slept
erm...basically just doozed off...
before i sleep, it was........

and i woke up the 2nd time at...

urghhh...sleepless~
but enjoyin'...yeah!!!
the 1st thing we had after wake up...
breakfast!!! 
hungry~but not so hungry~
ate a lil' but feels as if i've stuffed too much in...
guess thats bcz i'm too excited 
>to go and explore the theme park<
yeah yeah yeah!!! 
waited till 10am and finally...
party time!!!

girls~luv you!!!
many that we played...
and time always is flying...
waited in lines for games...and that's what we wasted for...

group photo here....~ 
but the cameraman missed out...
hurm...but its a nice shot!!!

miss ya miss ya ppl...^^
after all the fun...
playing from the beginning till the end
nearly forgotten about lunch
ohohohohoh...o.0
lunch lunch lunch
you are finally here for me ^^

after lunch or should i say hi-tea?
hihihi...
we have oli 2 hours left b4 its time to say bubye...
i came across this wan machine game...
i got 'JACKPOT' by simply tap my card on...
wow!!! 
jackpot....jackpot....!!!
ok...dear machine...i'm coming back to you
wait me...cz i want my teddy bear!!!
now its time to say bye bye to teddy bear
and hello to bus...
the moment i touch-down on the bus
pop**
i'm out!!!
black-out just like that and only wakes up
when we are so far away from genting~
its so tiring....!
but its the best!!!
i'll be back!!! 
see ya again...^^

karaoke~ yippie!!!

wahahahahha...~ XDD

final is around but still foolin' round d corner...

others having final, seems very busy studying

me...final here...i'm busy planning tripsXP

>oppss<

i should study.......

No No No!!!

i should release all my stress 1st before study...

that's the best way...!

agree???

that's it!!!

flunk off the tiring week-of-assignment

shout my lungs out in karaoke

thats the best stress-free way...

hehehehe...

hueylyn birthday~my 'devil' day

changed from good to bad

karaoke~karaoke~karaoke~

and there flies 5 hours

halloween's here...

ohlalalala~

this is the un-pyshco us

everyone's cool...before event begins

think change out to be a extreme bizzare sight

in the room of 48...

i should say...

NO ENTRY!!!

wanna know why is it a restricted area...

view the below...kind-of-infection

never comes in!!!!

except u wanna make yourself suffers from hearing diseases...

this is the fools-of-the-day

nearly got the whole room exploded to pieces

with voices like barbarians...

urgghhh...girls... >w<

sorry i posted...

i even humiliated myself here...

is ok right???

is a fair-fair condition

[belief me, i'm gonna be killed in 24 hours after this posted]

anyway that's the joy...

that's the fun

like people always says :

'enjoy life as you are...'

so, i'm sure i've a total good explaination for this

yeah!!!!

next plan...gonna be even more enjoyable...

wait up guys n gals...

don't leave me alone here...

we gonna hit another place with our...

extreme-destroying-nature-action

owryte......sayonara...

^^